For handwavey reason, Caleb and Yasha pretend to be dating. And then have to pretend HARDER. And eventually, push comes to shove, they feel like, for their own and the other's safety, they've gotta horizontal tango. But they can't talk freely (they think they are/are being watched), so they feel like they have to move forward without talking about it. And they're both horribly terrified they're dubcon'ing the other person, and at the same time reaaaaal guilty because they're??? Really???? Enjoying it???? Even as they try not to?
++ Making sure the other person enjoys it A LOT because they feel so guilty (and are also maybe just extra generous lovers overall)
++++ G U I L T
++++++++ Whether it ends a one-time deal, friends with benny's, or TRUE LOVE: it actually strengthens their relationship/friendship rather than weakens it, once they go through their hella awkward, hella terrible convo about it
++++++++++++ Please, for the love of all, let the following conversation be as horrifically awkward as they both are (honest guilt and honest understanding of each other hard won!)
Caleb/Yasha - fake dating, worrying about dubcon'ing each other but def NOT.
Date: 2018-05-09 08:21 am (UTC)++ Making sure the other person enjoys it A LOT because they feel so guilty (and are also maybe just extra generous lovers overall)
++++ G U I L T
++++++++ Whether it ends a one-time deal, friends with benny's, or TRUE LOVE: it actually strengthens their relationship/friendship rather than weakens it, once they go through their hella awkward, hella terrible convo about it
++++++++++++ Please, for the love of all, let the following conversation be as horrifically awkward as they both are (honest guilt and honest understanding of each other hard won!)
+++++++++++++++++++++ Both of them bi