Ok, so I'm super intrigued by this and I think I might give it a try. I'm really bad at writing smut though (it always turns out weird and makes me uncomfortable when I try), so would you be fine with it being more of a M rating than an E? Also, is Caleb's POV rather than Essek's ok? I'd don't feel like I have a good grasp on Essek's inner monologue.